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this is the heart of this website. it's everything momo discovers on her trip. this includes inspiration, thoughts, notes, and my own work. enjoy.

on notebooks

is carrying a notebook instead of a phone an act of resistance?

my notebook manifesto:

  • writing into this notebook means being present with what is.
  • there are no errors.
  • by writing into this notebook i teach myself to control and direct my attention.
  • nothing that's written down gets lost.
  • it doesn't matter how other people use their notebook or what they think of this one. this one is just mine.
  • if the choice is between phone and notebook, choose the notebook.
art

i feel so much shame

A digital installation. Fascinating, how you can create art online.

Shantell Martin

So much impact for so few lines.

books
  • A Memory Called Empire, Arkady Martine
  • Fried Green Tomatoes at Whistle Stop Cafe, Fannie Flagg
  • Wir Königinnen, Anja Gmeinwieser
  • Code Name Verity, Elizabeth Wein
lucky

that damn train is on time. it’s never on time. why is it on time?
my bed is holding me hostage. i have Stockholm syndrome.
i didn’t get groceries yesterday. i am hungry. i regret nothing.

my bag is heavy. i packed too much. i should’ve packed more socks.
the road is wet. i don’t slip.
the guy behind the counter looks like he secretly spits on the croissants he’s selling. that’s one Euro, please. i pay by card.

the train makes a weird noise. maybe it will derail. my mom would be sad.
the world outside the window is blurry. i am tired.
people in Berlin walk faster than elsewhere. i have failed PE every year. i am always one step behind.

himmel